Just reblogged a post that reads “I am in control.”
I think that is so hard to manage. It’s a great way to think about the future, to give yourself a reason to move forward, recover, wake up the next morning.
But there are so many times in which I do not feel I am in control. The times when my emotions get the best of me and all I can do is give in to the crying and the dark room and the grief. The times when nothing but Ben & Jerry’s makes any sense in the world.
But you know what? I am in control. Today. Right now. That’s the best I can do for the time being. That’s all any one can do.